Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

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Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by Blitz » Sun Feb 07, 2016 1:57 am

So I feel the need to post this here. Many of you will take it as salt, others will take it kindheartedly, and the rest of you will just label it as drama and write it off.

I wanted to express my feelings in many different ways. Firstly, I wanted to say that I'm sorry for getting upset and complaining during the finals, but if you were in my shoes I think you would understand. I feel as if though I may have caused some bm towards my teammates involuntarily and I apologize for that deeply. (I expressed my apologetic sympathies afterwards in Aiur chat...please accept it if you were offended). When I spend 2~ months of my time coaching people over the internet for free for hours on end to have it toilet'd by unfortunate lag on the east server, I just lost control over my emotions. Please accept my apology team (although I don't think I offended anyone on my team).

Secondly I would like to appologize for being salty towards Cubs, it was pure emotions flowing at that point and you picked a poor time to come out with some bm. I overreacted and hopped on board with the "you're irrelevant" garbage, I apologize Cubs -- please don't take anything I said seriously, I was just upset and frustrated.

Thirdly I would like to apologize to Teroh. Although he deserves an extremely large amount of bm and shit (which I partook in making sure he received it) I stepped over the line a long time ago, and found that my pride was too much to step over in order to make amends, so I decided to continue to bm him because I was embarrassed. I hope in time Teroh and I can rekindle any sort of friendship and atleast be able to discuss something with each other without personally insulting each other. I wish the S7 administration luck, and that they can fix what's necessary to maintain league balance.

Fourthly I would to adress everyone that took low blows and cheap shots at me in the twitch chat during the finals. I'm very upset with some of you - many of you who were incredibly rude I don't even know you. If you're one of these people then fuck off, if I've never said anything to you what makes it acceptable for you to bash me (my individual behavior aside)? A few names: Steve/Resteral/ezhockey/Cafca... Marker has merit to be rude, because I dislike you Marker and I'm rude to you. So touche on that one [Marker]. Even darkangel was able to partially make me feel better by telling the truth about Char (FA League) and just a simple comment like that can help a guy feel a bit better when he is salty. Even though Darkangel isn't currently my friend, I appreciate stuff like that and I figured I should adress it and thank him.

Fifthly I would like to thank all of you who consoled me after the finals. Many of you were incredibly nice and really picked me up when I was feeling down, I really appreciate that guys, and you are my true friends. I will not reveal names, because those people would probably be ridiculed, but you are some really cool people - thanks a lot boys.

Lastly, I want to say that this post isn't out of salt, and it's quite overdue - to those of you who bashed me expect nothing from me ever and I will be rude to you from here on out (until you apologize)... The funniest part of this is how many of you bm the fuck out of me and act like I don't see it, and then a week later beg me to coach you and help you improve. You people know who you are and can fuck off. @Irishlad, no clue why you ridiculed me on stream when I never have said anything negative to you and have only ever tried to help you with your game and let you play some ZHL. I was ashamed when I saw that...

Do not remove this, people should see it. ♥ZH and the community, let's get ready for CHL.
Last edited by Blitz on Mon Feb 08, 2016 2:20 am, edited 1 time in total.

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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by PoRnHack » Sun Feb 07, 2016 2:11 am

I support this. It's a reflection over the season. Love or hate, it is what it is and one of few rights we may have on the internet: one of freedom of speech. It is good for us to exercise this right and that's why I view this as a positive post. Fuck the machine :D
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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by wawmoose » Sun Feb 07, 2016 3:50 am

My disagreements with Blitz are no secret but he was honestly a great coach all season long (dare I say better than Water when I paid for lessons D:), and I for one respect him for apologizing publicly.
Shit happens. GGs. Grats to Char. Cya S7!
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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by ZachSmack » Sun Feb 07, 2016 5:23 am

When I saw the title of this and the wall of text I expected this to just be some emo ramblings, but I stuck through it and read the whole post. I honestly respect the fact that you took the time to write this out and it wasn't overly defensive or aggressive. I think you worded this post out very well and even though I wasn't apart of the twitch chat bm I would like to apologize for what I said to you after the finals in zh chat because I was just straight up sick of dealing with the drama that ensued after the series.
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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by SilentFate » Sun Feb 07, 2016 6:10 am

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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by Tenkz » Sun Feb 07, 2016 6:36 am

Fully respect and can relate to this post.

You played well and got rekt by circumstance. Great season.
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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by iSpyGecko » Sun Feb 07, 2016 8:12 pm

this is a great post that gives good insight into the person that blitz is. blitz is a good guy who always tries to help and is very passionate about the community he's in. you guys are quite hard on him at times.



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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by Bulbasaaur » Sun Feb 07, 2016 9:13 pm

wawmoose wrote:My disagreements with Blitz are no secret but he was honestly a great coach all season long (dare I say better than Water when I paid for lessons D:), and I for one respect him for apologizing publicly.
Shit happens. GGs. Grats to Char. Cya S7!
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Re: Emotions on Paper (Necessary)

Post by Cubs » Sun Feb 07, 2016 9:26 pm

Hey man, really respect you for doing this. There's no hard feelings here, I later realized what I was saying wasn't helping the situation and was only provoking you so I stopped. You had a great season and it's a shame you met such unfortunate circumstances in such a big game.

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